Tapestry

Only the true stand

The test of time ~

What is devotion

But love and loyalty?

Interwined…

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What are you devoted to?

Loyalty of something

Greater  than myself…

First I must

Search within

Love of dignity grows loyalty ~

Honor and cherish yourself

First and foremost

That innermost voice

Your dignity ~

First love who

God created…

How can I possibly

Love another?

If I don’t love myself?

Love starts at home ~

How the Lord must cherish me

Do you See

My tapestry?

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Any way

I look at it

My view,

No matter

How skewed,

Is

Beautiful…

Focus on what matters

The rest will wither

That which

Cannot be sustained ~

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But before

The last bloom falls

Remember this ~

I waited for you

To believe

I stood strong and true

I did not waver or doubt

Only the tenderest of hearts

Could withstand this storm…

When all is said and done

Let these words remain~

I waited right here the whole time

For you to decide…

Do you believe me now?

It’s too late,

My how I’ve changed ~

I’m different now

I don’t know if I will

Ever

Fully

Heal

I can’t seem to get back

That confidence

I once had

Those nuns beat it out of me…

Again

Just like all the men~

I was abused

I have no where left

To go…

I’m so tired of trying

To fit into a system

That doesn’t want

What it prays for…

They don’t want to listen

To the very thing

They ask for…

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Now I’m a ghost

A thought

An

Aftermath…

What do we do

About…

Her?

It’s all I’ve ever known

Rejection

By the very people

Who pray for you…

It makes me scream!

Now I pour my heart and soul out

Otherwise I’ll go completely insane

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I take the ordinary

I try to help you

See my view

There are so many

Things to See…

I’ve learned

Over the years

Academics is limited

Experience is my offering

Theology I learned

Long ago ~

Simple

Child’s play

This I ask you ~

Did you send that

Scumbag to teach me?

Until you answer that

We have nothing to discuss

You lying sack of shit

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You stole my identity

And walked away

I think you are heartless

Each and every one of you leaders who pretend

My devotion is to the Lord above!

Faith,

Family,

Friends…

One

Two

And a select few…
I am blessed

Still,

I wish

You were true

NEC

When all is said and done

You took grace

And abused it

Tell me…

How do I prove that?

I wait

For honesty ~

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Tell me

Tell me true~

Did you send that scumbag?

Can I slap you?

My armour

Is my truth

So guess what

NEC…

I want to slap the hypocrites

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