Anger…

Why am I so angry?

I am pissed at
Being
Ignored
Rejected
Minimized
Marginalized
and Oppressed

But my anger
Does nothing
But
Destroy
Me

So I
Try
And
Try
To
Let it go…

My community
Harmed me so ~
I find it
Hard to
Let go

These words
No one likes
Not even me…

Religion
Destroyed
Me…
God raised
Me
Christ dwells in
Me

Just like
You…

Stop with
All the
Rules about
Grace
And
Actually
Get to
Know Grace…

What
Rite
Have
I to
Say such things?

My baptismal rite
My birth rite
My rite
God’s grace…

What sacrament is this?
Life
It is the sacrament of life itself…
Sacredness

Am I sacred?
Yes
We all are

Am I better
Than you?
No
I am
A broken mess
I am
Powerless

So let
My words
Ring true…

Conviction,
When
Tested –
Breeds
Anger…

Who does such things?
Church leaders!
Grrrr
I makes
Me
Scream!

Now let
It go…
Every single day
I pray
Help me
Heal
So I can
Help heal

My words
Are my
Palette
Build
What
You
Will ~

Know this:
I struggle
To forgive
The
Community
That
Rejected
Me…

I lack
Acceptance
This I know ~
I am so
Freaking sick
If accepting
Bullshit…

So I
Reject
That
Community

When will
It end?
Being ignored…
This is the worst thing
My community
Did to
Me

And
They
Think
They are
Christian

How wrong is that?
Very

Christians
Comfort
One another
In time’s
Of trouble

My supposed
Community
Tested
Me…

Christians?
Where oh where?

Falsehood…
It’s so engrained
They don’t even know
They’re doing it

So it makes it easier
To know
Your ignorance
Is your
Ego

Someone
Thought
It so
Important
To protect
Their title
They destroyed
Grace
To prove
Innocence lost ~
Is still in
Human hands…
Physical
Sexual
Mental
Spiritual
Emotional
Torture
Church leaders
Provided
Me…

Except for a few…
My life raft
The True~
Thank You
For
Being
True ~

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Let it be said…

That little old lady
She really
Changed
Things
For
Me

That
My
Friends
Is
My
Greatest
Wish…

Is it
Sinful
To want
To be
Understood?

Or is it
Simply
Dignity?

Accept
Nothing
Less

Know this:
I will
Never deny
Your dignity ~

Namaste friend 🙏🤗😘~
Me

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