Fear not little One~

These scars

Run  deep…

 

Seared into

My brain…

Engrained into

My very being ~

This tenderness

Remains

Leveling

The pain…

 

When I look at the past ~

My heart breaks

When I realize the present ~

My heart aches

When I look to the future ~

My heart wonders…

 

What is a

Lost seeker to do?

Start a new

And Venture

Forth…

 

I hope

That community

Learns

From me ~

You broke me

Into a thousand pieces

And then said

Prove it ~

 

These leaders claim to be

Reformed…

Marginalized and ignored

I trusted the wrong people…

 

Broken trust

Shattered my soul

Ripped my heart in two

Now I’m crawling

Fleeing my cave…

 

This darkness inside

My rage over

Never being heard

Let it go

I’m told…

 

Bonnie

I pray you

Don’t damage

Another

Fragile

Soul…

 

Elders

Your legacy is

Your falsehood…

 

This I have to say:

 

Thank God

I am

Me and

Not

You!

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All you had to do

Was believe ~

Tell me

Tell me true…

 

Was it worth

All your shiny new nickles?

Tell me bonnie bankers

Have you reaped

Your rewards?

 

The story of

What not

To do…

 

Don’t be

That church

Don’t deny

The very thing

You pray for…

 

By the way

Your lack of response

Pushed me out the door…

 

It was my last try

With a church

Claiming authenticity…

 

So I’m done

I’m

Gone

Just like

They asked…

 

Just think ~

You denied

Your own

Prayers…

 

What does that say

About the community?

 

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